I am a blue moon, harvest moon, 
blushing red over this autumn night
before turning my full round face
toward that sleeping shepherd,
tanned from Helios even beneath me
(ministrations I can never give
despite my current fire).

Kissing Endymion, I almost know
what it is to be that sweet,
sweltering sun I never see but feel.
Though the mortal be sleeping,
his mouth is soft and pliant,
and his lips part slightly
so to let my silver skin in.

The golden youth yields to me,
stretches open arms across grass
yet to be nibbled by his lambs.
I feel him grow strong along
my orb's light intensifying,
and when he moans,
“Selene, stay,
don’t let me wake
to face the day,”

I transform to crescent horns,
tumbling, touching the top
of the firmament. My belly presses
tighter groundside — oh Endymion,
oasis-faced mortal who rivals Adonis....

But my brother comes; it is he
who gets to greet my lover’s eyes
and herd beside him, stimulating
those steady legs and bold shoulders.

Every dawn upon my death, I fade
a little more, a little farther.
For weeks I yearn, to be
full and gilded again, to touch
the living one night alone, to know
what Helios enjoys eternally
without a thought for me.
ENDYMION AND SELENE – POLLET, 1870

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